Shining Facets

Remove us, you remove innovation From the days in ancient caves We explored the unknown Inquisitive to find the reasons Driving humans towards today Our calendar marks your seasons In megalithic stone we are engraved Deep in thought and insight Our place in tribes was pivotal Visionary mapping in pictures Placed our art on walls … More Shining Facets

Poised Dreams

Poised between life and death – too old to start again, not old enough for the pastures, I realise that I am close to the finish line with little evidence of my life or that I even existed. The sadness for me is overwhelming. What I craved and still do crave, was earning a living … More Poised Dreams

Authentic Wheels

“There are risks associated with being authentic. I choose to be authentic anyway.” Resilient Chameleon Inspired by these words, I ponder on my Autistic authenticity because my learning zone hasn’t fully uncovered all that hides behind my mask. Many Autistics unknowingly mask before diagnosis, some mask knowingly for self-protection. Years ago, I trained as a … More Authentic Wheels

Buried Gifts

Oh, how time flies or as my Dad used to say, “Time doesn’t half tempus fugit.” I’ve been absent for a while dealing with ongoing health issues. However, I’m back with a sense of achievement. The Kent Autistic Trust held their AGM this week. I attend one of their support groups and we were asked … More Buried Gifts

All the Answers

With two diagnoses under my belt, a ton of research plus medical input, all the mysteries of my life have been solved. Yes! Solved! For years I was visiting the doctors, presenting with several issues over and over, asking them repeatedly for what I sensed had a definitive answer. Not one of those highly paid … More All the Answers

The Colour of Diagnosis

The verdict is in and after seven hours of assessments, I am officially Autistic. A High Functioning Asperger on the Autistic spectrum. All these years living as a neurotypical (NT) person, suddenly I’m from another world. Or am I? At the beginning of this blogging process I’d only just begun the diagnostic journey and whilst … More The Colour of Diagnosis

Cold Isolation

Siberian isolation is such an apt description I heard mother of actor, Jules Robertson, describe of her son’s autistic life before his role in Holby City. In my last blog I asked why people with Autism suffer from isolation and loneliness? To even begin with this requires more thought on my own understanding of Autism. … More Cold Isolation